posted 1 week ago
Seven years and still counting…
Matagal na kaming magkakasama, hindi biro yung mga napagdaanan at nalagpasan namin na mga problema simula nung high school hanggang ngayon na malapit na kami grumaduate ng college. Sa dami ng good at bad memories, alam ko na special at di basta mabubuwag yung friendship namin.
Pero kahapon ang dami kong na-realize. Mas strong pa pala yung friendship namin kesa sa inaasahan ko. Yung mga tao sa picture na yan, karamihan diyan ay mag-ex. Ex-lovers, ex-mu, mapa puppy love, first love, hanggang sa serious relationship. Sabi nila hindi mo daw pwede maging kaibigan kapag ex mo, kaya natakot din ako dati na baka tuluyan na lang magka gap. Pero hindi yun nangyari. Siguro kasi mas mahalaga samin yung friendship kesa sa kung ano man yung mga nangyari dati. Mas gusto namin na maka bonding pa din yung isa’t isa kaya pinili na lang namin na kalimutan yung mga masasakit na nangyari. Siguro nga time heals.
Meant to be lang siguro na maging magkaibigan lang talaga kaming lahat. Maraming hindi makakaintindi kung bakit kinakausap ko pa rin si Nicko na parang walang nangyari. Pero hindi naman talaga nila maiintindihan yun dahil hindi naman nila alam kung ano yung mga napagdaanan na ng barkada namin. Sobrang thankful talaga ko kay Lord dahil binigyan nya ko ng mga kaibigan na tulad nila. ❤️

Seven years and still counting…

Matagal na kaming magkakasama, hindi biro yung mga napagdaanan at nalagpasan namin na mga problema simula nung high school hanggang ngayon na malapit na kami grumaduate ng college. Sa dami ng good at bad memories, alam ko na special at di basta mabubuwag yung friendship namin.

Pero kahapon ang dami kong na-realize. Mas strong pa pala yung friendship namin kesa sa inaasahan ko. Yung mga tao sa picture na yan, karamihan diyan ay mag-ex. Ex-lovers, ex-mu, mapa puppy love, first love, hanggang sa serious relationship. Sabi nila hindi mo daw pwede maging kaibigan kapag ex mo, kaya natakot din ako dati na baka tuluyan na lang magka gap. Pero hindi yun nangyari. Siguro kasi mas mahalaga samin yung friendship kesa sa kung ano man yung mga nangyari dati. Mas gusto namin na maka bonding pa din yung isa’t isa kaya pinili na lang namin na kalimutan yung mga masasakit na nangyari. Siguro nga time heals.

Meant to be lang siguro na maging magkaibigan lang talaga kaming lahat. Maraming hindi makakaintindi kung bakit kinakausap ko pa rin si Nicko na parang walang nangyari. Pero hindi naman talaga nila maiintindihan yun dahil hindi naman nila alam kung ano yung mga napagdaanan na ng barkada namin. Sobrang thankful talaga ko kay Lord dahil binigyan nya ko ng mga kaibigan na tulad nila. ❤️

cookiecaramel:

"The past week leading to this day have been crazy happy moments but today marks the start of what I know will be happier life with you. A life of freedom and adventure, a life of love that only seems to grow stronger as we get older, a life of laughter at the silliest of things and a life of growing with each other."

posted 2 months ago with 1 note
Before I fall

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After I finished reading this book, I’m like "Okay I finished it"  but after minutes,  I appreciate the story of the book and how it all make sense to me. And then I cried. At first I think the book is boring but then I became a crying baby.

This book is about death, chances, changes, good people, bad people, right things, love and friendship. But this book left me unanswerable questions. How’s Lindsay, Elody and Ally’s (Sam’s best friends) life after Sam died. Does they become a nicer persons and stop being mean girls? Do Kent (Sam’s love interest) took so long to accept that his hero Sam is now gone or is he happy to know even in the last minute of Sam’s life that she also likes him? Do Juliet (the person saved by Sam) became a happy person and if Thomas Jefferson people stop bullying her after the incident. 

I realized people don’t afraid of death. We are not afraid if there is life after death or there’s none. We are afraid of the things, places, memories and people we will left behind. We are afraid of losing them and them losing us. We are afraid that if we die, can we still remember the happy and not so happy memories. Like first kisses, friends laughing, parents hugs and whatnot. 

I’m happy and glad to read this book. It’s perfect!

posted 6 months ago with 1 note
Changes!

Before, for me life is about making good decisions. Since high school I do things not because I want it to do but because it is the right thing to do. But if you’ll live with that thinking. You’ll miss a lot of things in life.

I realized it is all right to mess up, to make mistakes, to take risks, to have regrets. To do the things you want and you love. The feeling of pain and regret doesn’t make you less human but it will make you much more. It helps you grow and to know yourself more.

We will never be this young again, so enjoy the moment. Go out with cute guys, hang out with friends, go to a party and dance like a retarded gal. Because years from now your husband will not let you see other guys. You can’t hang out with your friends because you have to take care of your first child. You can’t go to a party and dance because your husband needs.

It’s not about being a good girl it is about being a mature lady.

:)

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posted 10 months ago with 1 note
I feel like I&#8217;m becoming a better person each day. After that shit heartbreak, I am now stronger and more inspired. Feels like I am recreating my self. Thanks God I feel great now. I&#8217;m back to the person I am used to be. 
Good things happened these past few days. I decided to continue my passion in photography. I&#8217;m quite happy with the results, thanks to the people who continue to believe in me when I&#8217;m almost lost my self.
Good plans ahead. My cousin told me that she wants to taste different kinds of food and visit diff resto in Manila and if I can come with her. Well, I&#8217;m a food critic in the making haha.
Hello Alyssa! Welcome back!

I feel like I’m becoming a better person each day. After that shit heartbreak, I am now stronger and more inspired. Feels like I am recreating my self. Thanks God I feel great now. I’m back to the person I am used to be. 

Good things happened these past few days. I decided to continue my passion in photography. I’m quite happy with the results, thanks to the people who continue to believe in me when I’m almost lost my self.

Good plans ahead. My cousin told me that she wants to taste different kinds of food and visit diff resto in Manila and if I can come with her. Well, I’m a food critic in the making haha.

Hello Alyssa! Welcome back!

posted 10 months ago with 1 note

Yesterday’s shots. Happy with the results but there’s always room for improvement. Yay!

Model: Abigael Mangurali/Joice Zeta

Photographer/stylist: Yours truly

posted 10 months ago with 1 note

Portrait photogtraphy

Model: Abigael Mangurali

Photographer/stylist: Yours truly

Portrait photography

Model: Mel Joice Zeta

Photographer/stylist: Yours truly

Got bored and these are the outcome. 

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